Traz's Poetic Works

Usually when my emotions are at their peak I tend to unlock a hidden literary prowess. Now, I hate poetry, but it may be possible that I'm simply denying my unspeakable love of foreplay with words. I love to stimulate the mind into forming scenes, pictures, stories, all while keeping it within a AABB (most of the time) rhyming scheme.

Whatever the case may be, it's an overlooked talent that I may expand upon in the future. Bu for now, feel free to read my lyrical ensembles listed in the posts below, and enjoy them at your leisure.

Note: Some are explicitly sexual, but I'm not entirely dedicated to erotica. Also, I'm willing to write a poem for anyone if given a topic that I'm knowledgeable of.

*'s indicate explicit poems.

I can dream,of a distant paradise.
As I dream.
I can see,her alluring eyes.
As I see.
I can reach out and touch,her divine form.
As I reach out and touch.
I can hold her in my arms,and feel the warmth of her soul.
As I hold her.
I can feel our emotions dance and entwine.
As I feel.
I can embrace my heart's desire,as it yearns for her acceptance.
As I embrace.
I can vow to always be there,a permanent guardian of her heart.
As I vow.
I can witness our lives in matrimony,my entirety forever grateful.
As I witness.
I can become the fulfiller of her most wonderous desires.
As I become.
I can dream of a distant paradise.

As I dream,I see her. And with her,my heart beats tenfold. In my arms,I can feel her... She's what I want,but the feelings that I have. Are they yet again my downfall. Or has my heart found what we've been forever looking for.
As I dream. I dream of her.[center]

She put that 12 gauge to my chest,hot iron throught my vest.
Heart wasted,soul shattered.I lay there in my last moments.
The bullet searing through my heart,where it all used to start.
Oh she was fine,too bad, she was a dime. I wasted too much time.
For someone who won't mine.
That vision in my eye,that paradise,real cool.
Where we sat,we talked. We chilled,acted a fool.
Now a wasteland. A battlefield riddled with the "Maybe"s and waiting.
Oh how I waited.
I always waited.
My mind racing,the blood still pouring. My wound left open for the world to see.
Motionless I lay,heart beginning to decay.
Was it worth it? Am I satisfied? Were there feelings? Or countless lies?
My eyes are closing,I'll never know.
I'll never know... I'll never know.

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I'm riddled by the minds of the ones that surround me.
Their intentions don't match their emotions.
Their morals confound me.
A continuous conundrum of love and hate.
Too good for him. Too bad for her.
It's funny how they wonder why the world is so cold.
When the ones they say they love,
they corrupt them whole.
"Men are all dogs." "Women are all materialistic."
Blinded by catch phrases and poisoned lyrics.
You know me,I sit back and watch.
Arrogantly gazing above them all,content on my throne of knowledge.
But the king grows lonely,yet time continues to roll.
Soon I lose my train of thought,and my priorities become blurred.
In this time I need a queen,to fill in that void.
That deep,deep void Save me.

W - The "W" is for the work she does. The worries she go through that make her strong. W is for the time she sat there and waited for someone to come and rescue her. To change everything.

I - "I" is for the ingenious mind she has. Skilled in thought. Witty.She knows the game just as well as I do.

F - "F" is for the fullness she brings into my heart. Without her life gets put in reverse and my emotions backtrack.

E - "E" is for the everlasting love she shows despite the oddities I have. Despite the things she heard. Till the end of time she’ll be there.

Y - "Y" is for you. Yes,you. Cause without you there would be no us, no we. Everything I do,is for you. My heart yearns,for you. I was put on this earth,for you.

Once you’ve been through the games, been through the pain, dogged until your hearts content, sat alone when needs couldn’t be met. That’s when you actually think. It’s time to get rid of the past and head into the future. Love is a grown thing,not the same childish games you played back then. Lets try something new. Something real. Something true. ~Me and You~

From afar she watches,emotions reaching out.
From afar she yearns to know more of what he's about.
From afar she can see,both his ups and his downs.
From afar she can feel,as his heart rolls around.
Up close the story changes, his demeanor tends to differ.
Up close his story changes, his heart seems a bit stiffer.
Up close he won't say,that he's thought of you once or twice.
Up close he can't say, of the time he thought it would be nice.

Deep inside he does wait,alone drowned in cowardice.
Deep inside he forces himself,to deal with this emotional malice.
Deep inside his heart is plagued, by the "What if?"s and "Who today?"s
Deep inside he really does,want to change his ways.
In the shallows of his heart,you can see what he really desires.
In the shallows of his heart,you can tell he wants a liar.

A good liar,to his heart. Lie and say you care.
Lie for me,lie to me,tell me you'll be there.
If just for one moment, it will make me feel whole.
Then I'll endure,and I'll suffer,as I long to hear you moan.
Oh how shallow is my heart, I pity the pure who admire it.
Sometimes I pity myself,the one who conspired it.
Because deep down I'll lie. And I'll force myself to give in.
The lust in my heart,it'll never cease to end.
I'll look at you that way,I'll think that dastardly thought.
Lie to me,give in to me, your emotions weren't what I sought.

I apologize,wholeheartedly. For acting a complete fool.
Indeed it was I, who first though of you as a tool.
But in the end,it was me. Played like an instrument.
My strings plucked harmonically, I was lied to in symphony.
Of course I value you now,silly girl, I was into you.
The tool was a joke, my feelings rush as when I'm thrust into you.
Lie to me,I wanted you to. Because for an instant I felt secure.
But I didn't want you, I wanted her.
My judgment a constant blur.
So as I sit here,and I wait. It feels different.I suppose I feel "safe".
... To hell with it,lie to me again. For it's the only way I keep pace.

~The 5 Senses~

Touch,Taste,Smell,Hearing,Sight

Sight - Oh a sight,a voluptuous delight. My eyes do not deceive,for it is your sex appeal that does please. My emotions become entangled as my thoughts race. Visually undressing as I yearn to reveal the underlying lace. Fit nicely around curves,firm and smooth. A goddess, a new flower, exposed in full bloom.

Touch - Oh after seeing such a sight,I must reach out and touch. Slender fingers caress the body, as I silently search for spots of interest. A slight twist or jerk, to let me know where it's at. That's where I'll begin to play, running down the length of your body. Along arms, around waist, between the thigh, across chest.Clothing slowly begin to fall,rather peel, off slowly. Early Christmas, this luscious present I shall unravel.

Smell - The fruits of my enjoyable labor are definitely enticing. My mouth begins to water as I embrace the heavenly aroma of her body. Sweet, oh so sweet.I do enjoy,as I slowly scale her divine form. I close my eyes in sheer ecstasy as I drift into a slumber within this god-given ambiance.

Taste - Delicious. Sensational. Oh how I love to taste. As I slowly adventure with my sense of touch,I must indulge on the sweet tastes. Along curves, across here, along there, between where? Oh yes,there too. My tongue knows no boundaries as we take part is this sensual affair. The taste of sweet cherries, delicious pink berries. An endeavor to find the sweetest of the sweet,deep down,you know.

Hear- The sounds of Luther are often outdated, but in times like these they are more than welcome. Set the mood, with your favorite slow jam. You can follow the instructions given,or take into the account of your lover. Listen for her moan,stay there a little longer. Push deep to make it even stronger.Enter lyrics of your own,as you whisper sweet nothing's in her ear. Let her know how you feel,how you care, how you enjoy, even the freaky things you wouldn't dare.

Cater to your senses. Indulge in the sweet touch,taste,smells,sounds,and sights of entwined emotions~

I've never smiled so much in my life, since that time back then.
When I was young,a horny boy, not a man.
At that time I had no cares in the world.
I never would've thought it was lo-,the word is taboo.
Of course if I were to look back today, I'd know what it was.
But at that age I never would've understood.
Yet in these days, when my mind is at its best.
I didn't even see it coming. But here it is.
Once again I've thrown myself in that place.
I've opened the chamber at the very depths of my heart.
From within, my emotions pour out.
But the key, I could've sworn I destroyed it.
How could I dare even think of that word?
But here I am.
And there she is.
With a form so voluptuous.
My hands ache as they fiend for her body.
My mind drowns in the thoughts of the future.
My heart wallows in the ecstasy of her appeal.
My eyes are engraved with her heavenly form.
Oh how I long to be in this place forever.
It slipped my mind, how good this feeling was.
When everyday I wake up,.
I think of her.
And with her daily reassurance.
I know she's thinking of me too.
That feeling, that someone is there.
Even when away.
I really did forget how it feels.
To be in...

From top to bottom, my eyes constantly wander
When you walk, I stare
The curves of your body entice me
As I slowly outline your form with my hands
I place them around your waist, around your thighs, along your legs
Devilish is my mind, for what I see is far beyond tasteful to me
The lovely contours of her face when she smiles
I laugh inside,our smiles similar in comparison
Her eyes,looking into them you can see
Her dreams, her aspirations
They match her style
Outgoing, always down for adventure
Caring, always down for me
A true angel at heart,
Her heavenly voice embraces and comforts me
I drift into a state of bliss.
Yet, my thighs are too wide,she says
My style is too different, she says
You're a liar,she says
And even though, my lips are tainted with the evils of past
In this current time, I could never be more true
My emotions,
Unexplainable in words, undefinable in lyrics
They run deeper than any form of expression
So if you ever, feel that my heart is wavering
Know for sure,
My words, the ones I say to you
Will never be a lie~

I got this fire in my chest, and some words I need to say.
I can't do this by myself, I need my boo to lead the way.
It's for her I do this thing, ever night and every day.
In spite of all my hater's eyes, I'ma love her anyway.

Cause it's for you that I will ride, to the top of every hill.
Ain't no limits on my love, hell for you I'd even kill.
It's weird how it happened, who'da thought we're together still.
But we're here that's all that matters, so my emotions I will spill.

So I'ma take you by the hand, and we gon' travel through the skies.
Livin' moments like our last, we'll see the world with these eyes.
These emotions that I feel, you should know they ain't no lies.
Cause every chance I get to feel, I just can't help but grab those thighs.

So you listen to these verses, I concocted up this rhyme.
It's ridiculous how I do this, but you're worth it every time.
My sexy lady, yes you are, yes I claim you as mine.
I'ma love you everyday, till the end of time.

A fellow surgeon of the heart, skilled in both removal and revival
If said mender of emotions were to offer his eternal help
As both a mentor, a catalyst of your own rebirth
Return hope to a once sound heartbeat
As well as a new host, a container
Impenetrable, impervious to harm
Would you risk it all again?
Risk a slip of the hand, a limp of the wrist
With the possibility of everlasting joy, unaltered
In the untold future.

To be honest, I've put off the acceptance of the task
Carefully weaving strands of excuses
Senseless delving into the operating rooms of others
Only to realize my field of work qualified me for another

And so with this offer, I enclose a piece of my own
Labeled with your initials, from a time long ago
At a time when my mind was often more shallow
Often more childish.
Unlike now, where at this time,
Where I could never be more serious

Add me to the waiting list,
Prioritize me at your leisure.

But I felt it important to inform you,
Of my active thoughts
The causes of my uncommon countenance.
The reason of my unveiling of hidden interest.
That was as obvious as your former.

The crimson thread, that links from you to me
Is no longer a secret…
As if it ever was to begin with.

Dangerous is the mind, both hers and mine, the things we define, are far from divine
Our collaboration of our deviations will most likely incite, moans of incantations
As I roam the length of her body, in search of places, to find true elations

In success I access the lower frame, arms wrapped firm around volupt curves
It was at that time, in that instance, that I yearned to pull her closer
At that time, yearned to push her further
At that time, learn the extent of her eloquent fervor

Neither of us wished to part as our hearts stretched forth to one another,
The chills of the night had become lost as my own temperature began to escalate
The gaze of her eyes entangle my soul, it was then I willed time would stop
I savored the moment, my soul's hunger satiated with the taste of her emotions

But it was the taste of her, that caused my body to overflow with feelings,
Some known well, others foreign of thought
Our lips pressed against, my hands simply wanted to delve further
As if entwined, I could almost feel her burning desire

I urged her to fall victim to my lust, my yearning, my longing
But we both knew the time was not right, though it did not stop me
She pushed at me forcefully, knowing full well, if she were to slight I'd only pull her closer
Her hands I grasped, as our bodies slowly dispersed
The chills of the cold air only increased my longing for the return of her warmth.

"Go home, Devin." she said as she turned to leave.
"But your heart is leaving with you." I whispered to myself.

"Nothing." is the word we playfully abuse,
As we each have our own, devilish fetishes to amuse
But she wouldn't dare let me know, those thoughts she lock away
Doesn't stop me from asking, cause it's those thoughts that are my foreplay

Avoid me if you must, to hold your divine composure
But with this forbidden letter is one of my thoughts, "sex" signed as the enclosure

As our endeavor unfolds I start at my favorite place,
Fortunate for myself, I'm allowed to chew at her lace
Fortunate for myself, allowed to bury my face
In between those heavenly thighs, my tongue loves that place

After spelling out our names, gracefully twirling my tongue in place,
And indulging wholeheartedly in her juices, I love that taste
I'd place my hands firm, gripped tightly around her waist.
As I mount her missionary, I can only imagine the twist of her face.

Slowly I'll drive in, parallel park in the warmth of her driveway
For a moment I'll take control, Burger King, I'll have it my way
In and out, I'll keep up pace, then flip her every which way,
Knowing that after this, I prolly won't have no hearsay

Cause she'll want to get on top, and work those hips in the most exotic way,
And I'll be helpless to her, stripped of my power, it's now about what she say,

She's vicious, I love it, she'll surely take control of the wheel,
The heat we make together, will surely melt my steel,
I'll try my best to prolong it, but I'm bound to fall victim to her will,
Her objective is clear, as she clenches it tight for the kill

Aftermath, the sheets are strewn, every which way
The sun is now rising, to start our new day
I awake to her supple form, pressed closely against mine,
I slowly run my hands across her, helpless to the sight of her shine

The sun slowly kisses our skin, clearly visible, the sheets thin
She looks up, eyes glistening, she asks, "Shall we go again?"

There's a lady that I'm feenin', age of twenty-nine
Swagger unmatched, body curved fine
Fallin' for a mother, hell I must be out my mind
But when I see her face to face, my heart begins to shine

It's forbidden, yeah I know, but I can't help the way I feel
The way she walks, the way she talks, her perfection is unreal

Jokingly I let her know, there's nothing I wouldn't do
In the back of my mind I know, that my words are more than truth
How I'd love her top to bottom, how I'd ignore every flaw
I'm 18 now, girl I'm legal, above the law

But I've nothing to offer, why waste time with a young boy
I can't buy her lavish things, provide luxurious toys
All I have is a heart that's pure, emotionally in tact
I can offer her my love, feelings of happiness, that's a fact

But it's a tale that won't unfold, so I'll close that book now
Find another, on my reading level, another whom I'd make this vow
I won't forget that lost story, it'll sit in the back of my mind
That story of how that young boy, wanted a true woman, twenty-nine.

That big girl, that thick girl
She know I love them thighs
When I hit it from the back?
Boy that jiggle hypnotize

On the real when the clothes come off I can't believe my eyes
This present right here, was more than a surprise
Enough to go around, but I'm on my fat boy, I ain't sharing
The way that body shaped, I'ma do more than sit staring

Them nice supple curves, I'ma grip firm every one
Her words gon' come out slurred, greedy boy eating till she cum
That big girl, nice thick girl, always the most fun
Cause the hypnotic motion of our ocean is never a rerun

We can flip it anyway, I'm always ready to work up a nut
But It's best from the front, when I push up in them guts
Full length thrust in, bodies pressed firm against
Gotta love them thick girls, they on the top of my list

When I slide up in the club, I'ma grab a couple drinks
Cause I know what I'm after, no seconds thoughts, I won't think
Athletic shawty fine, "Gon' twerk that ass boo."
But you sleeping on that thick girl, big baby twerk too

It's ironic how lil me, got his eyes on that big prize
But trust, I don't be frontin', I got stamina for miles
So big girl come and lay, I got love for every curve
I can satisfy you too, I'll bust my nut, she'll bust hers.

Keep teasing, ha, I want you to
Cause you keep pullin' on my strings, I'm gon' be coming for you
I'ma stop playing games and get it sprung for you
Round one, round five, shit I'm never through

Yeah it's nice how you work them hips from afar
I be glancing, laid back wit my drink at the bar
All the while knowing that I'ma see you tomorr'
Cause I'm taking you home tonight, you, yeah you know who you are

Girl keep movin' my hands away and I'ma get aggressive
Do some off the wall shit, you might think it's excessive
But ain't no limits to this game, I done made all the rules
Rules number 1--- all rules are for fools

Now you keep teasin' me, and Mr. Cool gon' show you how he get down
Cause after awhile his lil smirk gon' turn into a smile
As that beast come out, oh he been sleep for awhile
But you done stirred up some trouble, I'll make ya sprint for a mile
Have that pussy keep coming, make it leak for awhile

Turn that faucet on, I'll let it run for awhile
Then stick my head under, and drink that cum for awhile
Ain't no bitch in me, I'll drink it with a kool-aid smile

You kept teasin', I know I told you stop
Now look, we both a mess, you know when I bust it's a lot
That's fine though, lets get dressed, I'll see you in that parking spot
Round 2, you already know that this block is *hot*.

Euphoric Desire

My euphoria resides in the depths of your heart
In silence I contemplate the possible fruits of my labor
My reward solely being that one man you favor
A myriad of emotions paint my mind, I’m unsure where to start

Intellectually adept at plucking my strings
Impossible to fathom your skills at the task
As a harp I emit reactions to all you ask
Her instrumental prowess, the happiness it brings

No bottle could define the heavenly contours of her form
Auburn locks cascade to the mid of her small waist
Accompanied by hazel eyes and a smile that accentuates the face
A goddess fallen from the heavens, I am but an accessory to adorn

Reality quells the emotions I’ve wrought
But with persistence and affection, my efforts shan't be for naught.

Sent down from the heavens, with sword and shield
Your guardian angel, I am yours to will
I’ll cast off your worries and woes
Banish and purge all possible foes
I was sent as a protector, to guard your heart
But also as a lover, may we never part
For it is you that brightens my every day
And with your heart to guide you, you lead the way
I trail behind, not because I have fear
But my hands are sinners, forgive me if you come near
With a body so refined, the design, it’s divine
A personality unrivaled, trivial yet in line
Your voice, a songbird’s symphony
Your hair, mixed of dark brown and ebony

With my wings I will shade you from the troubles of the world
With my heart I will assure you, you’re my only girl
With my words I will shower you, with compliments all true
With my mind I will always remember, that my love is all for you

God has sent down a blessing, I’ll cherish her unconditionally
Provide her with everything, both physical and mentally
Our love is unmatched, not even in death shall we part
Because on my way back to heaven, I’ll still keep her in my heart